||[Mar. 9th, 2005|08:52 pm]
i had a revelation last night while talking to leslie. here it is:
i don't need a boyfriend right now. in fact, i really don't have time for one, what with lacrosse and all. however, i would like someone to celebrate with. you know, when my team wins. duh. haha. anyway, i kinda miss this certain person a little bit. and i still want to be friends with him, and i think i could make this little situation work because i've changed my methods. if he's even still remotely interested. i need to make more eye contact. and find an excuse to talk to him.
or maybe i shouldn't do that at all.
good luck to amber with ensemble tryouts tomorrow. she is amazing. i love her.
i will be at practice. busting my ass, like i should be.
i was actually sweating today. and HOW cold was it?????? i can tell you. REALLY cold. well, not as cold as yesterday. or that other day. but it was still pretty freakin cold.
now that i look back on it, that revelation [[regarding that certain person]] is pretty lame and pathetic. but i don't feel like getting to know someone else and starting all over again.
i know who i'd REALLY like to have. pffft. and we all know how likely that one is.
i have the BEST kind of luck regarding guys. [[can you SEE the sarcasm dripping from my mouth??]]